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Hello world!!

After more than 3 months of absent..


I'm here to WISH YOU A....

Hope you all had a blessed year...I sure had a very blessed year!! =D

See you next year!!!

Luph u all!!

Bisou! Bisou!!

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8+8+8=10?! WTH?

YUP!! Today is the lucky day... the triple 8 day! 888!!

August 8, 2008!!


All that waiting is done! today is the day!


No lha!! not Olympics..though it is, I'll blog about it too soon enough!



Today is.....




OUR 10 YEARS ANNIVERSARY!!! Nope!! not between me and my boyfriend! Got none anyway!! -_-"


BUT....











It's 10 YEARS ANNIVERSARY of my and my beloved best friend, Amel @nenek @my twin @my sis *wow..so many @ la..LOL* friendship!!! I know right!! 10 years!! wow!!! I can NOT BELIEVE I survived all your craziness, sis! WOW!


We actually need to thank someone for this beautiful friendship! who?! WZ @ Wendy Zelda Helling! She was and still is my "adopted sis" and she was the one that actually closer to Amel @ nenek first, I remember that day we (I and WZ) went to Amel's house since she just moved close to my house to go swimming at Sport Club! And that day so many thing happened! SO SILLY, but I'll disclose it just for the fun of it.


First, the only member of Sport Club was nenek and well WZ and I was suppose to sneak in using my sis' cousin's, Mee, membership but we got caught!!wakakkakakk..*i know..i know..we were just so silly lha those days*


Then, after we paid, we proceed swimming and then, I think it was my idea to play pretending to be lifeguards..WZ was the SUPPOSE to be victim and I+my twin were suppose to be the lifeguards and guess what?!!?! COME ON! GUESS! LOL! If you guessed we got drown, you got it right!!! Ok not necessarily we! But just WZ n Amel! I somehow survived! AND they didn't really got drown lha..just drank tons of that swimming pool's water!wakakakak... of course the REAL lifeguard came and saved them...


Do you think we stop swimming afterwards?! Well you got it wrong!! we proceed to swim like nothing ever happened! of coz with a few giggling and whatnot after that so called incident..LOL!


At the end, we ate ice cream!LOL!


Sis, Do u remember this incident!? u r BAD if u don't, even WZ remember them!!


So anyway,


I hope our friendship will last till years to come!

• After we get married *gotta find boyfriend first tho' LOL!*


• After we have kids *gotta get married first tho' LOL!*


• After we have grandkids *again, go back to bullet one..LOL!*


• And after many many many years to come!!!!!

Luph ya sis!!! and remember, I'll always got ur back!! tho' we are separated with the whole ocean! hahaha

SOOOO....NIWEIZZ....CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! I actually went home for a day to celebrate this friendship of ours!! Here's picture!!

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Aww...look at that...10 years of friendship but taking picture like strangers! @_@

BUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA....JUST KIDDING!!!! I photoshopped em lha!!!HAHAHAHAA... for those who thought that was a real picture! damn! your photoshop skill must be bad! LOL! just a glimpse u must know is photoshopped ba? I just cut mine and put it on nenek's original pic!!hihihi!

And sis, we finally have a new picture "together"!! hm..gonna put it on fs..let's see who got tricked!!WAKAKAKAK..so fun! so fun! *cheeky smile*

So niweiz!! hopefully someday we can really celebrate and take a real new picture lha! hahaha..

Ok lha..I'm done! I was thinking Imma blog about Olympics' opening ceremony but suddenly lazy lha.. tho' I already have the materials! *materials?!damn, sounded like a true reporter or blogger!!wakakkak* Watever lha..Imma blog about it some other time..hehe..tmw maybe..We'll see!

Bisou! Bisou!!

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Dream Came TRUE!?!

Ever have ur dream come true!?!? I think I just have! well, in a way anyway..LOL!

I don't want to elaborate on the dream..Let's just say it involved ME *duh!?*, a guy *I don't recognize him in real life tho'*, and a R-I-N-G! THE RING I want to elaborate about! tee-hhee^^

So, this Ring is sooo..ABSOLUTELY F-A-N-T-A-B-U-L-O-U-S! No, not because all the diamonds..u know I'm not big w/ diamonds anyway..If u know me, you prolly can guess it!! Come on..GUESS!! It's because of the COLOR!! WAT ELSE?! Y-E-L-L-O-W of course!!! YES! The Canary Diamond! Well..ok, I dunno for sure if it's Canary or wat lha.. it could be any other YELLOW diamond, but get w/ me here! YELLOW is the important point!LOL!

OK..so anyway...I was so in LOVE w/ this RING! Not only because of the YELLOW diamond but because of the DESIGN! Man, it was absolutely GORGEOUS!
Let me break it down here...
1. It's YELLOW! teehee..just need to put it out there again!LOL!
2. It's HEART shaped! one of my fave things too! GOSH! can't get any better than this no!? LOL! Wrong!
3. It's DOUBLE Heart shaped! so the YELLOW part is heart shaped and it's surrounded by small diamonds..get what I meant by DOUBLE heart shaped?
4. It has that key to my heart design! I always ADORE key to my heart design!got it? No, not like this..


But more like there is this chain across the yellow diamond and the key dangling from it on the side!! N there is no hole on the diamond! damn! hole on the diamond!?not a good idea!LOL!


So anyway!!! I ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE w/ this ring! when I was half awake, I was like thinking in my mind! MUST REMEMBER this! MUST REMEMBER this! Gotta draw it after! Gotta! Gotta! Crazy right?! I know! I was so crazy in love with the ring! Well, okay...gotta be honest here..in my dream..that ring's design has SPECIAL meaning for me.. I guess that's also why I was so obsess by it?!LOL!



OK2..Enough story..let's go to the CAME true part! After I draw the ring..I was curious and thought let's google it! and......I FOUND it!!!! OK2! it's not the exact one, but at least there is actually the base ring..u know the Double Heart part... but2, doesn't have the dangling key part..:( BUT! I was HELLA excited!!! Here2, it's this one! But w/ less complicated surrounding and no diamond on the band itself..



Some of u prolly, geez...it's usual already! well mind u, I'm not usually googling for diamonds..Like I said I'm not BIG w/ diamonds... JUST give me a platinum ring and I'll be VERY happy! trust me! LOL!

BUT! This one is different! It's special for me because I never saw it before my dream and before I googled it today! So yeah...U understand no?!LOL! I dun care if u don't..HAHAHA..

ANYWAY...It's suppose to look like this..

The key and the chain suppose to be gold tho n no the chain can't move around, just stay curved like that. I dunno, how's that gonna happen BUT HEY! it's my dream! I can dream whatever I want! LOL! n again less complicated surrounding, in my dream, there was actually only simple small diamonds surround it n NO diamonds on the band itself! So it was not this bulky and complicated! I so LOVE it!

What do u think?! it was a dream came true right!?!? Well.. kinda! hahahaa... You know what is more silly, I actually, before I found it, want to draw it to actually make em in the future..or who knows SOMEONE actually wanna make em for me?! *wink2* LOL!!!

Well..that's my DREAM CAME TRUE! n my update after so long no update! hahhahaa...

PS: Anyone can guess what my dream was about?! LOL!! It was a pretty easy to guess dream..tho it was both happy and sad at the same time! LOL!!

Bisou Bisou!

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AWESOMENEZZZ!!!

Ever heard of this cute little girl?! Connie Talbot? She is awezoommmmeee!! BEAUTIFUL BIG VOICE come from such A LITTLE GIRL! No lip sync, n no audio fixed or whatever! damn!

I think I came across her on msn before but I didn't bother to take a look at it till now!wew! even that MEAN, HARD to PLEASE SIMON LOVES HER!

Anyway..here is the video!!





AWEZOOMMEEENESSS NO?! I just hope the limelight won't destroy her and she become another Britney Spears..-_-" that would be such a waste!
Although..I've to admit when I watched that video..I was way impressed BUT I can't see the emotion on her at all..just u know sing..then again..she is still a kid..

Well anyway..I read that she had a tour through Asia on this last April-May.. Wew..that's crazy..only after not a year or so "discovered"!

U know she is impressive, even I blog about her...maybe u noticed I never blog about anything else other than me, myself and I..*Well this is my blog after all -_-"* I blog about other but me only if "other" impress me or I love or my important peepz..u know wat I mean?!LOL!

Ok..this is getting long!LOL! Well enjoy..

Bisou Bisou!

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Fashion Show 2008!!-April25, 2008

This is long overdue... but, I've been HELLA lazy too blog! tho, I didn't do anything in this past week!so bored lha! holiday got nothing to do!

The 26th annual FASHION SHOW!!! I was soooo excited since I've lots of my stuff in it..yeah!!! I wasn't expecting it..I thought.."at least 1 in it..I'll be totally fine!" BUT all my entry was in it!! well ok, there was 1 that wasn't..but I already kinda knew before hand that it wouldn't be in it..

Niweizz!!!let's pics do the talking!

That's the runway..we were kinda far from it..since we didn't wanna go if my stuff weren't in it..What for? right!? Oh~ this is the 1st time that the tickets all sold out! 2000 something! Damn crazy!LOL!

Okie dokie..Now my entries...

• 1st entry-accessory-Angevil
  I made Angevil in jewelry/metalsmithing class..that class was a whole lot of fun!! tho I need to saw, burned, hammered, filed all that metals..but it's all good!! me like that class! LOL! I even made 6 other rings outside class assignments!LOL!

• 2nd entry-Casual wear-Windsy
  I made Windsy in my pattern making2 class. Windsy was inspired by Kimono and that old Chinese men's clothes from tons of old Kungfu movies when I was a kid. Remember??
  

Above was "professionally" taken on judging day, designer can't go.
Later used for a slide show on the fashion show.

Cute, no?! me like..I kinda wish I can wear em..yes, it fits me..but it's kinda thin, for summer..but long sleeve lha! so don't think I'll wear em anytime soon!LOL!

• 3rd entry-Dresses-Fantasia Goddesses *damn!they misspelled it!*
  Fantasia Goddesses was inspired by Greek Goddesses' clothing..and all that braids was inspired by the men's "hairstyle". I'll tell u, being in 2 different yet similar majors really come in handy..IF I'm only in fashion design class..I won't take classes on art history that show some of the inspirations that I used!LOL!
  Fantasia Goddesses was my Senior Line from Senior Studio Design class..AND the deciding "point" whether I can pass the class or not!LOL!

At 1st I like the Peach one..yes..it's not PINK!

But after this runway pics, I like the Purple better..hmmm..sorry it's too small to look at, huh?!LOL! Well anyway..all that strapies were braided! and HAND SEW!! damn! by the time it was done..I swear I don't wanna do braiding no more!!

• 4th entry-Historical/Costume-Asian Rebellion
  Don't be surprise!!!hahhaha..this is a crazy one, but I love it.. that I made in Creative Design class! Also a deciding factor if I would pass the class smoothly or not!I think it's cool!! So, Asian Rebellion was inspired by hmm...between punk and Asian Warior! hence the name!LOL! Why? because it used Asian/Chinese brocade..that's traditional BUT the style!!wew!! let's see if there is Asian guy wear this on the street!!hahhaa...
  

See!cool no!? I was stressing out since I'm afraid there is no Asian models! I was going to force Tam to do it if there was none! But he doesn't wanna! =( Thank goodness there was one! If not, it'll lose it's name "affect" lha. Can u imagine?! ASIAN Rebellion but the model was white/black?!LOL!!

I was kinda pissed when I look at this photo! LOOK AT IT!! They put the straps all on the wrong places!! ok not all but still *go back to the other pic for the rite one*!!urgh!!! I know it's kinda tricky to put on and YES, it's already IN the fashion show! BUT STILL!! Damn! What if I'm a real designer!? *ok, u get what I mean rite? I'm a designer..but not "real" one yet!* Won't I pissed off!?!?!

• Last entry-Evening Wear-Meidiana
  Meidiana, honestly!! it was NOT inspired by the French Maid dress..but I guess..I picked the colors that give that affect!LOL! My main idea was to create that sheer layers inside instead of outside! and the top basically just because I LOVE STRAPPIESss and SEXY BACK! if u haven't notice that by now!LOL! This was from my pattern making 2 class too! I blog about this before..click here... I modeled it before tho!lol! YES2! all my designs fit me! well..the purple and green dress not really but...almost all! and of coz not the guy one too lha!!

I heard from my model that a lot of people including the judges complimented her on it! YEAH! I'm good! I chose her to wear em because I think it would look good on her!PLUS, she was the best model that I ever had, very easy to work w/ and all! she even win the best attitude model! YUP2! I'm good!LOL

I was surprise when I saw this walking on the runway! It's flowy-er than I thought!! damn nice!! I love sheer stuff too!LOL! Look at the back..damn sexy no! I like giving surprise w/ my designs..They prolly look fine from the front but as soon as they turned around! BOOM! SEXIEEH..LOL! The judges love the back too!hahahaha..

OK that's all!! So anyway..guess who went w/ me that day!! who else but my beloved best friend..

TAM of coz!!

I was so glad Tam was there! because after the fashion show, they *as in the fashion show committees* actually want the designers to take back all their stuff!!! I was like!! ok!! that's just so troublesome! to my SURPRISE!!!! THE CLOTHING WERE ALL MESSED UP!!! they're all over the place!! I was like "what the F*CK! R u f*cking kidding me!!" I was so mad!! but Tam actually helped me took care of em when I was busy searching for my other stuff!! gosh! I dunno wat would I do w/out him that day! I was kinda bitchy to the committees too, OK not actually to them but I was "cursing" around..they heard me n kind of looked at me..I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! I mean!! I don't expect u to took care of my stuff...and sure, it's great that before the fashion show u guys took care of them..but at least put them back in their bag or something!! GRR!!

So yeah..thanks to Tam, he remained calm!LOL! Anyway! too be honest tho! I think I expected too much from this fashion show! I thought it would be HELLA exciting and all that..truth is, after..I was kinda disappointed..it's not as "fashion show" as I thought it would be! Well, I guess to be run by students it was ok...but that's all..nothing more.

Anyway...funny story..That day was hella windy and look what I wore!

HAHAHA...My dress flew all over the place..I actually needed to held it while I walked!

The funniest was...we actually went to eat and watched movie *Forbidden Kingdom*, people all looked at us crazy.. well..not when we ate..since there were some people from the fashion show too. BUT...when we went to watch movie, people were staring! Prolly to me more..since I wore none sleeve when it was hella windy! PLUS OF COZ! Who would went to a movie with that kind of dress in this LOVELY city!LOL!! Overdressed alert!LOL!

But, who give a damn!? surely I'm not! I honestly was thinking, "damn,people here never saw a girl wearing dress to a movie, huh?!" LOL! I was mean wasn't I! oh well..who cares?!hahahaha..

Oh~ I actually did I make up!!YES by myself! OK! that "special someone" actually fixed since apparently I didn't put the eyeshadow thick enough..but well..I put on the rest! LOOK!

BUT I put the eyeliner and all!and damn! ain't it hard!!geezz!! took me a long time!LOL!

Ohhhh..that "special some1" also did my hair!! I love it..

OK, it was suppose to be curlier than that..but I like it like this..nice!hihihi

OK THAT'S ALL FOLKS! Hopefully u like my designs...erm..I put my blog to covered my real name..don't wanna unknown people who happened to come across my blog to know my full name lha!hahahaa...

Bisou Bisou!

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Drunk Typing!!-Picz OVERLOAD

No lha!!!I'm not drunk rite now!*lol* and I wasn't drunk either..but I believe I was almost there this last Friday.

Yup, finally..after I said 'no' so many times to Tam who asked me to go to the bar so many times..*lol* I finally give in..well I didn't give in, I actually wanted to go..and he didn't even ask me first. So it was like this.. *ps: Another divirginized moment!from Ames' Bars that is..LOL*

Tam: Hey..what you doing? r u napping?

Na: Nope..did u get my msg?

Tam: I haven't listen to it..what's up?

Na: well..Lisa..not the Chinese Lisa, asked me to go ice skating w/ her. Do u wanna go?

Tam: Ice skating?? Uhh..No. It's so nice outside, why go back to cold place.

Na: Ok..so no then? I'll tell her then..

Tam: Yeah, I pass..hey, wanna go eat?

Na: -_-" I just ate.

Tam: Boo..u no fun!
Na: so what u gonna do?

Tam: I want to go to the bar..

Na: really? what time?
Tam: prolly around 6..

Na: hmm..just drinking rite? no dancing? *I honestly hate dancing in a club..it's so crowded n sweaty lha..like eww...but I'm always up for drinks ONLY!LOL*

Tam: yeah..u wanna go?!? *i think he was surprise lha, but later when I asked if he was..he said 'no' because he said the last time I was going to go w/ him if not dancing*

So yeah..I ended up bar hoping!*LOL*! well, the "trip" there wasn't really smooth..some stuff happened and we ended up went to the park 1st to do some photo shoots!*LOL*

Oh~as you see..that special someone whose name doesn't want to be mention did my make up again.. This time we go w/ blue to "match" Tam's fave shirt *LOL*..tho' at 1st I was afraid it's too thick..but well just see em urself lha..I ended up liking it+Tam said I look HOT!So I trusted him lha..*LOL*

So here are SOME of the photo shoot pics!!cool huh?! u won't believe what we did just to took pictures!!trust me!! N this time, we both were the photographer for each other!LOL!

Holly!!!where is my other foot!?!?o_O

Isn't this pic very artistic?!LOL!

Ok, I know it feels so country w/ the surrounding n my plaid shirt which I n Tam LOVE, btw..but seriously this pose of Tam just took it that way even more!!Don't u think?!LOL!

Aren't we such SUPERMODELS!! N too make it sounds more professional, there are people around, they even passed by us, some even worried too pass by!LOL! BUT, did we stop n shied away from taking pictures?!?! HECK NO!LOL! We r professional supermodel afterall!lol! Too make it even more "attention gather", we were actually STANDING on A BRIDGE!! yeah..the thing that we do for photo shoot!!-_-" LOL!
Ok...those are just a peek! Go to my facebook if you wanna see more..as usual..we have TONS of pictures!!!LOL!



Then..we finally went to the bar..the 1st one is Mickey's..the door guy *I don't wanna say bouncer because he doesn't look like one lha..* kept checking me n then my ID..lol! didn't believe I'm 22 or something!!-_-" I know!..I'm hella cute for 22 lha..lol..

1st drink..free! Corona, I think?!

2nd one SGT Pepper's..new bar, we don't really like it tho..

Lemon shot..it tasted like cough medicine!-_-"

Midori sour?!?!more like lemon juice!-_-"

3rd one...back to Mickey's!!LOL!Well because we suppose to meet Tam's coworker..so yeah..her name is Casey *dunno if I spell em rite tho* Funny thing, Tam told her to just call me Nana..LOL..

Cranberry Vodka..very light on Vodka that is!

Here is Casey!

Yay!it's gone!LOL!

*Nope..still not numb*

4th one..Cafe Beaudelaire..They have some strong drinks! I think after this one I was buzzed already..no not drunk..buzzed..from my dictionary @Tam it means like when you feel a bit "numb" already then u know u r..N I was..My cell dropped from my hand just like that!Damn! The thing was I actually knew that I'm "there" and I thought about it in my mind..like "damn, I'm there..no more drink for me!" so I guess u can say I was sober BUT the alkie already got through my system..LOL!

Before n after picz!
Look how huge the drink is!!! Long Beach..4 alkies in 1 lha

Lol! just look at me!

Met some new peepz (well they r Tam's friend aka girl in pink's friends)..I don't think half of them even remember us lha..LOL!

Let's end this part w/ my disgusted face when Tam "kissed" me!LOL!

So anyway, Tam's kinda worried I guess..he told me to put my hand around him n likewise..n he told Casey too!hahahaha..Oh yeah..so after that...we went to the 5th one..Welch Avenue Station..to met Tam's other coworker who is also my classmate..wonder if she was surprise w/ how I looked "outside" class+buzzed!*LOL*

Well in this one..A VERY FUNNY INCIDENT happened!! I broke my glass of Mango Daiquiri!!told u my hand was numb already!n no..I didn't drop it..I was drinking then putting it on the table n it just broke! It's still standing and all..u know that wine glass type..half of em "vertically" just broke apart!! o_O LOL!! No pictures tho..the battery run out..

Here is the before..too bad! I loved it! has whipped cream somemore!yumm..lol!

After that..we (only me n Tam) went to grab gyros..yumm..hahaha.. Then we went home..Tam drove..he's still fine..a bit buzzed but it's cool. And well when I was home..I went directly to bed!NO!!I'm kidding! I was sober enough to change and all lha! I even put my necklace n bracelet back to the box. Tho..after I think about it.. I dun remember how did I take it off!LOL!

Anyway..what's annoying is that...the next day I found out I've the ASIAN FLUSH!DAMN! The weird thing is..people usually have it on their faces..but NOPE! NOT ME! It's all over my bodz! This was when I said! f*ck! ok next time just 3 drinks, Na!-_-" n then of coz I told Tam to remind me later on!LOL!!



Ok..for some of you that might worrying about me...think that I'm changed or watever! truth is I'm not! n u don't have to worry! n DON'T need to think that Tam is a bad influence for me, coz he is NOT!! I was the one that wanted to go! not coz of him! if it's coz of him, I prolly would go a long time ago, the 1st time he asked me..but I didn't go, did I!? PLUS!! I did drink before this..maybe not at the bars n no picz of it..but yeah..I did..at home! PLUS it's not like I'm going to the bar every weekend and get wasted..so yeah!

I'm greatful if you are worried about me..it means you are a good friend tho it means you still don't know me very well, coz if u do, you'll know that I'm a stubborn girl that strong enough too say NO and not let other people influenced me *well, isn't that new..using stubborness as positive!LOL!*
BUT! If after I tried to make you understand, you still don't get it and mind about it..then..here comes one of my fave quotes..Those who mind don't matter, those who matter don't mind...so PEACE OUT!

Anyway...me sleepy now!!damn! only 10pm!! well..prolly just gonna review Chinese..so yeah..

Bisou Bisou!



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OMG!I got DIVIRGINIZED?!

LOL! Don't fret people!! It's just my oh so innocent face..LOL! Plus if it's about other "place" I don't think I will blog about it, won't I!? that's just TOO WEIRD!!!LOL

Niweiz..Ya'll know that I've never wear make up my whole life right?!well ok I did wear lipgloss before but not an actual full make up..oh~ u know what I mean!

So anyway, like months ago.. after I looked at how people transformed after make up.. it suddenly *yup another spur of the moment* hit me.. "hey! I wonder how will I look like with make up.." and well..I guess I told Tam..LOL..n yeah..if you read my previous entry, he gave me a whole box of make up!LOL!

Ok..of coz.. I thought "yeah..when exactly am I gonna use this whole box of make up?" but...hmm..let's see..few days after..I think it was a Tuesday, march 11, 2008 *keep this date in mind..the day I got DIVIRGINIZED!LOL* a special someone, whose name doesn't want to be mention, came to my apartment and DIVIRGINIZED my face!*LOL* Mind u..this person isn't really a professional lha..but hey at least better than me lho..hahaha.. N of coz, Tam was here too as the photographer..*as usual..lol*

So here it is..my DIVIRGINIZED face!!LOL!! and our camwhoring session *hey, I nvr knew..not a lot of people know this term..lol* BE READY......

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WOOOO~*suit2..clap2*LOL!

*me still innocent lha...hihihhi*

*look at my earring!hihihi*

look mean huh?

*Cheezzzeee..*

hmm..wonder what annoyed me?!

I like my eyes in this pic...hihihi

Ok...got tired looking at my pics?! say "yes" n U R SO DEAD!!LOL!!Just kidding..here..more pics..I forced the photographer to take pics w/ me..LOL

Aiyyoooo..I look so manja..

Is that a heart or an apple?!hahaha...

Tam: Hm..yeah that one look good..
Na: yeah! I know!

LOL!! of coz..that conversation didn't happen..we or should I say I..kinda said how bout MG pose?!lol!!n of coz I photoshoped the background!LOL!

Ok...let's see what that special person actually put on my face...

• blush all over..for the based+the cheeks
• olive eyeshadow..later changed to black..
• eyeliner..*I actually cried..lol*
• eyebrow pencil
• lip gloss+lip liner
• mascara..later I attempted to put one..not bad lha..look at my right eye..lol
• that's all!lol
• oh~the hair too..also not by me..lol

Not much rite? I told the person "you better not make me look like a clown!"LOL! It doesn't look like it but I actually thought it's kinda thick..but after I saw the pics, not bad..No wonder people put on very cake make up for photoshoot...wuih..

So??what do ya think!!? Like me better w/ or without make up!? I know I still look pretty w/ or w/out make up..so no need to tell me that..LOL!! You know how I look like w/out make up..so no before picture..just look at my previous posts..hihihi..
Me myself kinda like this one..but just not used to it just yet..n of coz..I'm too lazy to actually do make up everyday..urgh...lol.. Oh~let's do pros n cons..

Pros:

• My face look fresher
• My eyes look bigger..*guess this is why my face look fresher?lol*
• *ok..what else? Confuse...I don't think it looks that different anyway..lol*

Cons:

• Take too much time..*especially since I'm not a pro just yet*
• Too lazy..because of reason number 1..LOL
• Waste too much money..*if in the end I'm addicted to it..tho I doubt it..LOL*

PLUS..For me, it's kinda sad for people that depend on make up so much..won't it be scary especially for the boyfriend..or husband or whatever when he woke up next to their girls one day and see the REAL FACE?!LOL!! especially for those girls out there that do full blown make up everyday and look HELLA different..Won't it better if guys see us wearing make up and say "WOW!" than they see us w/out make up and say "GEEZZZ!!!!"? LOL..I think "WOW!" is totally better!^^

N NOPE! it's not because I envy those girls since they can do a full blown make up and make yourself 100% different n better..or whatever..I can do that too if I want to..but the thing is I don't want to!LOL!!

Ok2..let's end this post..tell me what you think huh?!and sis@ nenek..are u surprise?!hahahaa...oh~till we meet again huh...I hold u on that..LOL! Btw..one of this pic is the one that I need you to print and give it to my mom n dad,k?hihihi..

Oh~ I know some people kinda curious if I transformed to a girly girl or vain or watever n NO!! I'm not..I'm still that tomboy girl *ok tomboy is not the right word no more..since I'm sporting a not short hair no more..prolly ungirly is better?(is that even a word?LOL..ok watever..u know what I mean!)* you knew back then..still not wearing skirt, no long nails, none of that nail polish, no earring everyday *I do wear em sometimes if I'm in the mood*, no ________ *watever u can think of of a girly girl*
So yeah..no worries..I'll always true to myself...You know my motto don't u!? BE URSELF NO MATTER WHAT!^^

OK...Me done now!no more chit chat..gosh!!!almost 7 am!??!damn!need to sleep!!hahahaaha

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