Merry X'mas n Happy New Year!!!!

Me Weesh U a Meweey Chweesmas...

Me Weesh U a Meweey Chweesmas...

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A Happy New Yeawww!!!

Howpe U Aww Have A Wondewful Chweesmas!!

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A Gwooffyy New Yeawww!!

Luph,

~Na~

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Reality in Dream

..Princess' life might seems full of HAPPINESS..

..truth beneath all that is a PAINFUL REALITY..

...It hurts even in a DREAM...

~Na~

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I'M IN LOVE!!!!

For you that already excited because of the title, I'm sorry to disappoint ya because I'm talking about...

BALLROOM DANCE!!! *LOL*

So anyway, this is long overdue since I promise to do this as soon as I get in the class..my bad..I just thought it's better to wait so I can tell you more about it...

Anyway, all my wariness about this class gone *poof* just like that since the 1st day of class!!!!!! Weird, I know.. but I don't feel anything at all dancing with all the strangers!!! 'All the strangers?!?!' Yes... Strangers plural since the way we do it is change partner every maybe 2 minutes or less.. So the teach will say 'adios' and we switched!!!

See...that's why all my wariness about who I'm gonna dance with, height, etc..all gone bye2!

• Partner-I don't need to worry who is my partner since let's see...I think I already dance with...hmm more I think 20 of them already? I even lost count!!! and can't remember all the name lha.. well, maybe if I wanted to I can*LOL*


• Height-the teacher is short too!!!! shorter than moi!! so no worries there!!LOL...and height is not really a bother..haha..


• Nervous?-nope!! not at all! weird right?! being that clooosee to strangers and all, but it's the truth from the first time I don't feel anything at all.. Well, maybe because I don't have feeling toward them at all?*LOL*
  ACTUALLY, there is one time when a guy, he is asian (I know! there is an asian!!!!)but he is not asian like international though, already American kind of guy... that time he was soooo nervous, I can feel the shaking from his hand on my hand!! *LOL* I still can't shake how funny is that incident!! NOT in the mean way, ok!?? Because I thought he was one of them, kids that grew up in state and all and already cooooolll enough about this kind of stuff lha.. got it?!?!?!!? So, I just thought that was funny!! *LOL*
  *sigh* what a waste of time worrying about the awkwardness.. and nothing like that happened!!

Oh waitt...let me revised that, I do feel a bit awkward at the first time..BUT NO..not because dancing with the guys but with another girl!!! damn..how weird is that?!not because the girl on girl part but because that time we didn't have enough guy so the girls sadly I'm one of them need to play the guys' roles!! that's weird!! after that, I need to be a girl again!! haiz!! it's just too confusing!! WAIT!! I guess the right word is confusing not awkward..*LOL*

Anywaayyy...are those all my wariness? I believe so... BUT, though I love this class, it gets a bit annoying from time to time.. Since I don't wear shoes to campus, I need to bring socks 'cause I don't wanna go bared foot lha.. Then, the studio doesn't have any AC!!DAMN! only that big big fan u see all the time in a dance studio.. Wait, I guess that's how it's suppose to be!! BUT still!!

Enough about that...... Let's talk about the dance!!!!!

So far we already learned merengue, a bit of salsa, the square step *u know the one that we see all the time in all that Asian Drama*, all that twirls, basket, swings, what else? I dunno lha..lol.. can't remember all the names yet..hihihi..
In short... all of them are funnn!!!!!! and the teacher understand that we are still although not nervous but uncomfortable being too close to each other just yet..so all the dance steps that need really close contact..you know..chest on chest kind of closeness are for later on the semester.. *HIUF!!!* *LOL*

Things I learn for this class other than dance steps...

• All that dance we learned when we were kids..or at least I learned, you know sajojo and all that.. Is totally a great help!!


• Energetic/hyper people will love this class!! *I guess I'm one of them, huh? lol*


• If you are the kind of couples that still not mature enough and jealous just because your guy/girl holding or "hugging" the others, I suggest don't take this kind of class!!*LOL* 'cause though u r a couple you can't dance together all the time lha..


• For you that don't exercise regularly just like moi! *LOL* this class is sure a great substitute!! 50 minutes!!! twice a week! hihihi..

Anyway..I just looovee this class, learn something new, fun, and exercising at the same time!! Want me to tell you another reason why I love this class? the BIG MIRROR!!!! YEAH!! just like any other dance studio it has big mirror and I love..love standing and dancing in front of it!!! so from time to time, I always try to get spot in front of it!! Psssssttt...DON'T tell no one! *LOL* Well, you know how narsis I'm lha...hihihiihi

OK lha..that's all about this dance class..update more if I've learn some more!!! ^^

ADIOS!!

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NEWS FLASH!!

I got a new haircut!!^^*post in a week*

My blood sis said it makes me look like a brat that is so ready to kick people's asses..*lol*

It's cute n I'm NOT a brat!the 'ready to kick people's asses' is true within context!

My blood sis cut her hair too!
Which make me realized...
There is not a lot of style for long hairs.

Lately online is sooo boring..
Maybe because I'm used to my sis hogging the inet this summer *lol*
Somehow every time I'm ol, nothing interest me anymore!!

My godsis is officially graduated!!!^^
Congratz to u sis... the great future awaits u!!
Good luck in China, yapz!!

I suddenly missed him.. *sigh*

Him, who? my first boy-friend *the 1 I posted on my Xanga*

Days ago for 10 minutes!*lol* it was just another spur at the moment..

My apt is so clean right now!!

Yup2..just cleaned it..like really2 clean it.. every corner n all.

I even got a 'clean freak' nickname in the way, won't stay long though.. *lol*

Another season of The Hill is airing!!

More n more drama.. but at least it entertains me since I got bored online.

Kinda weird since I hate having drama in my life.. *lol*

Friendship ended over a guy!! So stupid! *from the hill*
Years n years of friendship vs a guy u know not for long ago?
My answer is pretty obvious.. ur answer'll be the same if u watched it..

Having weird sleeping n eating habit

Sleep around morning, watching X-files, alias, etc

Eat just a little bit n full already..*guess this is good?lol*

6 more days till skul!!

Just reading that make me lazy..*sigh*

Though kinda excited w/ the dance..

Wanna Korean bbq!!

It's on right now on food network! bad influence! *haha*

Maybe I should go eat at Korean tmw!? *lol*

I'm being totally random right now!!

Just look at this post!!! *lol*

Nothing is more random than this!

Better ended this here n now..or I might write even more random than this..LOL

PS: Sis, I lied about my new hair cut pic!! *lol* Will post it in a week, but not here though..

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SUMMER IS OVER!!!

Yayyyyyyyy!!! my summer class is over!!!! FINALLY!!! This last class was getting on my nerve!! Seriously!! I guess the heat was too..haizz..too hot!!!!

And you know how cranky I can get around crazy heat...

Glad it's all over now!!!!!!!Except the heat that is.. It'll still here until the fall is coming..

Oh~ I haven't mention this before but I'm taking DANCE in fall!!! as in BALLROOM dancing..

You must be wonder, "what the heck r u taking ballroom dance for?" and no I'm not getting married or anything *LOL*, I just thought it'll be fun and I always wanted to learn it since well junior high I guess.. I'M SO EXCITED!!! but I'm worried too! NO, not because I've to left feet..Cut me some slacks! I do have rythm guys! come on, I've been involved in some dancing activities since I was a kid..traditional dance, modern dance, cheer, etc..

So no..I'm not worrying in that areas..but more in the "couple" thing!! haiz.. I might not look it..but I've to admit I'm kinda conserv. in that area.. just a tad..not much..lol! I mean sure I hug my closest guy friends and all, but this is different lho, so kinda worry!! But, won't u though? I mean dancing w/ a complete stranger and all.. and ballroom dance is kinda an "intimate" dance in a way or at least for me. Sooo...I'm hoping my soon to be partner won't be a wierdo or some sort..lol..

Guess it's all depends on my luck.. *lol* oh 1 more thing that made me worry.. we'll dancing in our socks..no need high heel or anything and I BET there won't be any ASIAN guys taking ballroom dance which means all Americans guys and u know how TALL can they get.. and you know how SHORT I am.. hope it won't be a problem..*LOL*

Oh well~ I'll blog more about this when I'm in it already which means around agust 20th or so.. be patient!

Now, the last thing to do is to enjoy my last 2 weeks before the fall semester begin!!!!!! Not gonna go anywhere..but I'm sure it's still gonna be F-U-N!!!

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Ssstt...My BIG SECRET..

Look what I found!! it's about pisces women..well since I'm one might as well comment on it.

GUIDE:

What they said

What I said

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.

I do can remember all my dream till the little detail from time to time, but I still am live in reality. Can’t say the love part is true since I haven’t really experience it yet.
I don’t think I’ve cried when my friends are breaking up, but I do am happy when my friends find their ones. I do love small, cute, cuddly animal though I might have no time to get one. Never really train animals.


She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

The 6th senses kind of true, usually I got this really strong feeling that turn out to be right. Maybe that’s why I never cried when my friends are breaking up since I always get a hunch from the start that he isn’t the right guy...
The can't foreseen my own guy..well I think I'm more hard to "touch", though however care a guy is to me, I see him just as being nice or care, nothing more..sorry guys you got to actually tell me if you want me to think more then that..lol..


She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.

Yeah..like to buy and pick my own cloths and pick for someone else’s. LOL. Cute part, sometimes it’s true..The rest..what do u think?! =D
Overpowered man..hmm..I was realllyyyyy mean to guys when I was a kid..but this isn't categorized as overpowered is it?LOL..


She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.

Not true, I don’t think man can handle things better. Easy going..true, confident..true.. saya kan emank narsis..LOL.. The “my man” part..hmm..let me said it like this..I don't care if you failed BUT at least you TRIED! is this answering the question?


A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills).

TOTTALY not me.. I'm never gonna trash my life..I LOVE mylife.


She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.

I'll say this is partly true..let's just say..I didn't plan ALMOST half the decision I made in mylife. Again, back to you got to tell me if you want me to know, better LISTEN to that guys, hold tight or I might fly away..*singing Nelly Furtado..I'm like a bird, I'LL fly awayy...*LOL


A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Like I always said..simple yet complicated, that’s me. Yeah, people that don’t know me might think all of the above but yup, you’re WRONG! Just remember you don’t wanna start anything bad with me!!
About the word love..go back to my “ambiguous love”.. LOL


Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angel before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.

Wow.. angel then witch huh? Ckckck..well, one wise girl said a.k.a me..*LOL* as long as u ain't messing w/ me, you’ll be fine..LOL..
Ok2 I admit, you’ll find me different before you know me and after you get closer to me. I guess my best friends knew this already. But it's usually in a good way.. for example, before they know me, my now best friends thought I'm a such jutex/sassy girl but then they realized I'm not as jutex as they thought I was. SEE, in a good way rite?
I don’t think I’ve cried my heart out, but then again, I’ve never really got hurt..feeling wise. But yeah, I cried BAD when my bone detached.


She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn.

Oh my GOD!! This is creeping me out!! I made a "poetry" about me sounded just like this!!


She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.

Well, who wants to show their weakness? Come on now?! No one want to let anyone know where to push the button.
Good wife, huh? Well, got to wait to know this.


Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angel.

Yeah, 1 of my best friends said this about me.."she can be soooo care but she can be not care at all.." If other people already noticed this, I guess it's true..but then again..from my point of view..

I can be a real angel IF I want to and IF you are worth it

So??wat do u think? is this the me that u know?!?!or not?

OK...Since my godsis haven't update for a lonnnggg time I want to tag her to do this too!!hehee.. YES!!It's u my sis @ nenek @ amelia apsari @ 潘美莉 *lol* I know u've this thing somewhere, I sent it to ya b4..just in case I'll send it again.. (ngotot bgt yak gw..lol)

ps: if any of you want this thing, tell me. I've the complete version of men and women..LOL..

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Simple yet Catchy... Feist- 1 2 3 4

Late at night..just flipping through channel..no glasses on..ready to sleep..
And..suddenly I saw a blurry catchy MV w/ catchy tone..and just like that I put my glasses back on..

I like the way they use the camera's angle also the used of simple surrounding which practically just gray wall forcing u just to focus on the people with the colorful clothes..feels so 80's, no? Plus!!I like the domino affect and all that jazz that taken from above and when the camera twisting..LOL..

Anywaayyyy...I just like it!for the moment at least..lol..what do ya think? plus listen carefully..are there numbers that missing?lol..

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