1st Post w/ the spanking new BABY!!!

OMG!!!I'm so very excited right now!!! I got my new BABY!!!!!!

I'm very norak right now..what is that word in English? U know like people that idiotically too amazed by something..yes, that's me right now...

LOOK what I got!!!!

What's that peeking out?!?hmm..

YES!!!It's the SPANKING NEW BABY!!!!<3

Everything about MAC is just cool! I wasn't convinced before but now I do.

When u open the box.. u know u r getting good stuff!!

Lalalalala....XD

BABY...hmm..what should I call her?! duh?!?!Baby Na of course!!LMAO!!

Baby Na open debut!!! <3

Let's turn her on already!LOL! *the sentence sounds kinda wrong..LOL!*

Whoohoo..the symbol we all know and loveee!!!

Oh..n when u turned her on for the very first time..a very cool "video" comes out w/ all the languages and what not! COOL! Wish I can have it like that every time I turned her on. LMAO!

Alright that's all folks! I'm in LOVE w/ my baby!!! I can't wait for another baby that'll come tmw!! teehee!!!

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Another Divirginized Moment..

After 24 years having the so called virgin hair.. I did something crazy..dyed my hair purple!

OK, it didn't show up that nice indoor and it turned kinda blue-ish instead..but still, I DYED my  hair!!! n I had to bleach it too. Not the whole head tho...just streaks...

Then it got so weird hence I re-dyed it again...what color?!?guess!!!

YES PINK!!!!! This time is crazier coz it's almost the whole outer part of my hair!

The one that did all this to me is my trusty friend that does crazy color all the time to her own hair....

There you go...Mo!! Aww..look at my nice nice black hair before she touched me!LOL!!

I love her hair tho...too bad we can't achieve that on mine.

Oh, 1 thing I realized peepz judge, tho they supposedly shouldn't..I'm talking about peepz who aren't suppose to judge here...get my hint!? 

Let just say..those people were nice to me before my pink hair, not nice to me when I've pink hair, and back to nice after I'm back to normal...*sigh*

OOoooo..n I LOVE how a best friend of mine actually called at 2am n said "what the hell did u do to ur hair??!!?!" Thought he didn't approve..then he actually gave suggestion on how he thinks would look better on me..LOL!silly goose!hahahaa...

Still all in good fun! Now I'm back to black..why?!?coz I'm bored already..LOL! I'm easily bored..u know how I am..always n always bored at something quickly..honestly this including people too. 

So if after a while..I still hang around u..that means u can keep me on my toes! N I LOVE that...teehee..

Btw, I dyed it back to black by myself!I'm proud that I did it!!!no stain anywhere!!! Then again...I have the super GURU Mo!!

Anywhoo...just a lil' FINALLY F-U-N update from lil' ol' me..XD

Bisou! Bisou!

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PROMISE BREAKER=ME NO LIKEY

You know..I think from now on I'll just update this blog every time I need to let out my annoyance or whatever...So basically place for me to rant..LOL!!

Anywhooo..U know I'm mean, a bitch, etc...etc..whatever u wanna say but I always n I mean ALWAYS keep my word. If I made a promise, no matter how hard it is I'll try to fulfill it. So you know it..I H-A-T-E it when people just easily broke their promises to me, especially if that promises are important and their reason are either stupid or whatever..you know it's not like you don't have a choice kinda thing.

BUT it's fine w/ me if it's just a stupid promises and u canceled on me and you said sorry..I'll be totally fine w/ it. Prolly annoy at first but I'll forgive u right away.

So today, someone broke one's promise to me. I mean I guess one did at first and I didn't care for it..Basically it's like this-different scenario btw....
I asked people to come w/ me because I want them to celebrate my bday n I'll be paying for it. Then they said sure. But, this person said..opz sorry I don't feel like partying that day.
So I was like..ok whatever and didn't put this person on the list and when I did that that person said..
Person: so ok, my name isn't on the list. I guess I'm not going.
Na: WTH?!! didn't u say u don't feel like partying?
Person: well I was j/k..
Na: -_-" so u r going right?!
Person: if you aren't paying
Na: whatever..i'm paying n you are going...
Person: Ok..ok..

The ending basically was that person was going to the party...but guess what..today when the time come...
Person: Ok guys, I'm going home..
Na: ?!?!?! *didn't say anything*
By that I know that that person won't be going..so I was like whatever...Then I went somewhere n eh?!that person was still there..n that person came up to me and like...
P: hey, I'm going home..
Na: Oh ok bye...

N someone else jump in...that was nice of him..I appreciate that...thanks man!
M: didn't u promise to go..
P: I know but I had that thing...bla..bla..bla..
I wasn't really listening at this point the moment I heard they talked was when..
M: well yeah..but u promised u r going to this party..
Na: yeah what he said...

Really tho, I didn't know what's going on but that good guy friend of mine n that promise breaker kept talking bout it till a point where.. basically
M: well whatever it's up 2 u..
And he was somewhat a bit annoyed by it too.....

Funny thing is...I wasn't pissed by it but I was like yo I'm D-O-N-E w/ this person like D-O-N-E. Why?!?! because that person didn't even do what any other decent human being would... Like if you were gonna cancel on someone..wouldn't u at least have the gut to tell me in person like this?!?
P: hey, sorry I can't go because bla..bla..bla..
not like
P: ok guys I'm going home...bye..
and also not...
Came to me in person after someone told u to!!!Like WTH?!?!?! Oh, n that someone who told u to tell me didn't tell me about it, I knew someone told u to come n talk to me in person-so don't go up in that someone's face n be like "WTH!!?!?!"
Sorry, guess I don't have enough confidence on u from the very beginning..LOL!!!!
Even then u didn't tell me 'I can't go' u just said 'I'm going home...' Like what?!?!!?!? I don't need to know u r going home I need u to tell me you can't go..u promise breaker!

I might be mean or a bitch but at least I know when to be a bitch and when to be a decent person w/ moral!! Oppzz.. was I a bit mean there?!LOL!!

Eh...whatever....the only thing I know now is that I'm at a point where there is no return...I'm done w/ u and we gonna leave it at that...
Oh, u know what's funny?! I actually had a feeling that u gonna cancel on me..guess that's why my respond was like that..like whatever bye..LOL! N another thing is that I feel waaaayyy free-er too..like I feel like ever since I stopped caring bout u, there has been a very very heavy weight lifted from my shoulder..weiiiirrdd....hhmmm..interesting..LMAO!!!

Aight I'm donneeee..... XD

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P-E-A-C-E O-U-T my "friend"

The only reason I'm updating this blog is coz I'm in need to rant and I'm done talking to people bcoz they would just say..'come on, don't be like that' or something like that..


I'm so FREAKIN ANNOYED at a certain someone who is totally being shady, hot&cold (Kate Perry's song is so perfect for this person), and trying to play w/ my feeling.. urghhh!! seriously why are you being such an a$$hole?!?!

So I tried to "fix" it..I reached out..I asked.. once...twice...the responses that I got was proof that you are just one BIG JERK w/ a tiny lil' heart = you ain't brave enough to say what the hell are your problems w/ me or w/ the friendship that we HAD tho I told you just FREAKIN say it! Trust me, I'm better than you in handling this kinda thing..and TRUST ME! I ain't gonna run crying just because of you!!! Phuuaaallleeeaasee!!

You know, normally I wouldn't give a crap if someone doesn't wanna, ok not the exact word but.., be friend w/ me anymore. I would be like..'ok bye!' But you know why I cared? Coz I thought our friendship WAS important, I guess I WAS the only one that felt that way, huh?!
I thought we will always supported each other...I guess all yer kindness, care, and oh what was it again that you said about L-O-V-E?!?!!? WHATEVER!!!!

Oh and please don't blame it on other people on the fact that you've changed to a complete jerka$$! no one can changed one's personality, only you yourself the one that can!


Whether you want to admit it or not..you so totally want to see my reaction and guess what?! you got it!! This is my reaction

• you are out of my 'care list'
• you are out of my life
• I'm out of your life

in short....I'M DONE W/ YOU!!

BUT...I still want to thank you for all yer kindness, care, and things that you did for me...all those supports. Thanks, I really do appreciate em... It was great to have you as a good friend (at least I think we were good friends)... maybe I'm still the only one that feel that way but whatever I thank you for all the memories..

I dunno what's the future holds.. maybe everything will be back to how it used to be, we will be the closest friend, or maybe our relationship will developed to different kind of relationship..

However..for now.. my boat is sailing away from your dock....

P-E-A-C-E O-U-T my "friend"...

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HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY!!!!!

To my dearest BBFF, Tam Tran!! I updated my blog especially to wish you!!

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Look at you!!!4 years ago! First time I surprised you!LOL!

I wished I can jump on the plane right now and surprise you! But I can't! Oh well!!

BUT............

HAVE A BLAST, KAY!!!!!

I wish you happiness in all aspects of ur life....

• work
  
• love
  
• life
  
• etc..etc..

erm..what else is there?! I dunno..just know that...

• I'll always support you no matter what!! 
  
• Tho' I'm not there, u know I'm there in SPIRIT!! *spirit fingers!!LOL*
  
• You are and ALWAYS will be my BBFF forever and ever!LOL!!!
  

Miss ya! Love ya!!!

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HO-HO-HO

Hello world!!

After more than 3 months of absent..


I'm here to WISH YOU A....

Hope you all had a blessed year...I sure had a very blessed year!! =D

See you next year!!!

Luph u all!!

Bisou! Bisou!!

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8+8+8=10?! WTH?

YUP!! Today is the lucky day... the triple 8 day! 888!!

August 8, 2008!!


All that waiting is done! today is the day!


No lha!! not Olympics..though it is, I'll blog about it too soon enough!



Today is.....




OUR 10 YEARS ANNIVERSARY!!! Nope!! not between me and my boyfriend! Got none anyway!! -_-"


BUT....











It's 10 YEARS ANNIVERSARY of my and my beloved best friend, Amel @nenek @my twin @my sis *wow..so many @ la..LOL* friendship!!! I know right!! 10 years!! wow!!! I can NOT BELIEVE I survived all your craziness, sis! WOW!


We actually need to thank someone for this beautiful friendship! who?! WZ @ Wendy Zelda Helling! She was and still is my "adopted sis" and she was the one that actually closer to Amel @ nenek first, I remember that day we (I and WZ) went to Amel's house since she just moved close to my house to go swimming at Sport Club! And that day so many thing happened! SO SILLY, but I'll disclose it just for the fun of it.


First, the only member of Sport Club was nenek and well WZ and I was suppose to sneak in using my sis' cousin's, Mee, membership but we got caught!!wakakkakakk..*i know..i know..we were just so silly lha those days*


Then, after we paid, we proceed swimming and then, I think it was my idea to play pretending to be lifeguards..WZ was the SUPPOSE to be victim and I+my twin were suppose to be the lifeguards and guess what?!!?! COME ON! GUESS! LOL! If you guessed we got drown, you got it right!!! Ok not necessarily we! But just WZ n Amel! I somehow survived! AND they didn't really got drown lha..just drank tons of that swimming pool's water!wakakakak... of course the REAL lifeguard came and saved them...


Do you think we stop swimming afterwards?! Well you got it wrong!! we proceed to swim like nothing ever happened! of coz with a few giggling and whatnot after that so called incident..LOL!


At the end, we ate ice cream!LOL!


Sis, Do u remember this incident!? u r BAD if u don't, even WZ remember them!!


So anyway,


I hope our friendship will last till years to come!

• After we get married *gotta find boyfriend first tho' LOL!*


• After we have kids *gotta get married first tho' LOL!*


• After we have grandkids *again, go back to bullet one..LOL!*


• And after many many many years to come!!!!!

Luph ya sis!!! and remember, I'll always got ur back!! tho' we are separated with the whole ocean! hahaha

SOOOO....NIWEIZZ....CAN U BELIEVE IT?!?! I actually went home for a day to celebrate this friendship of ours!! Here's picture!!

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Aww...look at that...10 years of friendship but taking picture like strangers! @_@

BUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA....JUST KIDDING!!!! I photoshopped em lha!!!HAHAHAHAA... for those who thought that was a real picture! damn! your photoshop skill must be bad! LOL! just a glimpse u must know is photoshopped ba? I just cut mine and put it on nenek's original pic!!hihihi!

And sis, we finally have a new picture "together"!! hm..gonna put it on fs..let's see who got tricked!!WAKAKAKAK..so fun! so fun! *cheeky smile*

So niweiz!! hopefully someday we can really celebrate and take a real new picture lha! hahaha..

Ok lha..I'm done! I was thinking Imma blog about Olympics' opening ceremony but suddenly lazy lha.. tho' I already have the materials! *materials?!damn, sounded like a true reporter or blogger!!wakakkak* Watever lha..Imma blog about it some other time..hehe..tmw maybe..We'll see!

Bisou! Bisou!!

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Dream Came TRUE!?!

Ever have ur dream come true!?!? I think I just have! well, in a way anyway..LOL!

I don't want to elaborate on the dream..Let's just say it involved ME *duh!?*, a guy *I don't recognize him in real life tho'*, and a R-I-N-G! THE RING I want to elaborate about! tee-hhee^^

So, this Ring is sooo..ABSOLUTELY F-A-N-T-A-B-U-L-O-U-S! No, not because all the diamonds..u know I'm not big w/ diamonds anyway..If u know me, you prolly can guess it!! Come on..GUESS!! It's because of the COLOR!! WAT ELSE?! Y-E-L-L-O-W of course!!! YES! The Canary Diamond! Well..ok, I dunno for sure if it's Canary or wat lha.. it could be any other YELLOW diamond, but get w/ me here! YELLOW is the important point!LOL!

OK..so anyway...I was so in LOVE w/ this RING! Not only because of the YELLOW diamond but because of the DESIGN! Man, it was absolutely GORGEOUS!
Let me break it down here...
1. It's YELLOW! teehee..just need to put it out there again!LOL!
2. It's HEART shaped! one of my fave things too! GOSH! can't get any better than this no!? LOL! Wrong!
3. It's DOUBLE Heart shaped! so the YELLOW part is heart shaped and it's surrounded by small diamonds..get what I meant by DOUBLE heart shaped?
4. It has that key to my heart design! I always ADORE key to my heart design!got it? No, not like this..


But more like there is this chain across the yellow diamond and the key dangling from it on the side!! N there is no hole on the diamond! damn! hole on the diamond!?not a good idea!LOL!


So anyway!!! I ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE w/ this ring! when I was half awake, I was like thinking in my mind! MUST REMEMBER this! MUST REMEMBER this! Gotta draw it after! Gotta! Gotta! Crazy right?! I know! I was so crazy in love with the ring! Well, okay...gotta be honest here..in my dream..that ring's design has SPECIAL meaning for me.. I guess that's also why I was so obsess by it?!LOL!



OK2..Enough story..let's go to the CAME true part! After I draw the ring..I was curious and thought let's google it! and......I FOUND it!!!! OK2! it's not the exact one, but at least there is actually the base ring..u know the Double Heart part... but2, doesn't have the dangling key part..:( BUT! I was HELLA excited!!! Here2, it's this one! But w/ less complicated surrounding and no diamond on the band itself..



Some of u prolly, geez...it's usual already! well mind u, I'm not usually googling for diamonds..Like I said I'm not BIG w/ diamonds... JUST give me a platinum ring and I'll be VERY happy! trust me! LOL!

BUT! This one is different! It's special for me because I never saw it before my dream and before I googled it today! So yeah...U understand no?!LOL! I dun care if u don't..HAHAHA..

ANYWAY...It's suppose to look like this..

The key and the chain suppose to be gold tho n no the chain can't move around, just stay curved like that. I dunno, how's that gonna happen BUT HEY! it's my dream! I can dream whatever I want! LOL! n again less complicated surrounding, in my dream, there was actually only simple small diamonds surround it n NO diamonds on the band itself! So it was not this bulky and complicated! I so LOVE it!

What do u think?! it was a dream came true right!?!? Well.. kinda! hahahaa... You know what is more silly, I actually, before I found it, want to draw it to actually make em in the future..or who knows SOMEONE actually wanna make em for me?! *wink2* LOL!!!

Well..that's my DREAM CAME TRUE! n my update after so long no update! hahhahaa...

PS: Anyone can guess what my dream was about?! LOL!! It was a pretty easy to guess dream..tho it was both happy and sad at the same time! LOL!!

Bisou Bisou!

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AWESOMENEZZZ!!!

Ever heard of this cute little girl?! Connie Talbot? She is awezoommmmeee!! BEAUTIFUL BIG VOICE come from such A LITTLE GIRL! No lip sync, n no audio fixed or whatever! damn!

I think I came across her on msn before but I didn't bother to take a look at it till now!wew! even that MEAN, HARD to PLEASE SIMON LOVES HER!

Anyway..here is the video!!





AWEZOOMMEEENESSS NO?! I just hope the limelight won't destroy her and she become another Britney Spears..-_-" that would be such a waste!
Although..I've to admit when I watched that video..I was way impressed BUT I can't see the emotion on her at all..just u know sing..then again..she is still a kid..

Well anyway..I read that she had a tour through Asia on this last April-May.. Wew..that's crazy..only after not a year or so "discovered"!

U know she is impressive, even I blog about her...maybe u noticed I never blog about anything else other than me, myself and I..*Well this is my blog after all -_-"* I blog about other but me only if "other" impress me or I love or my important peepz..u know wat I mean?!LOL!

Ok..this is getting long!LOL! Well enjoy..

Bisou Bisou!

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Fashion Show 2008!!-April25, 2008

This is long overdue... but, I've been HELLA lazy too blog! tho, I didn't do anything in this past week!so bored lha! holiday got nothing to do!

The 26th annual FASHION SHOW!!! I was soooo excited since I've lots of my stuff in it..yeah!!! I wasn't expecting it..I thought.."at least 1 in it..I'll be totally fine!" BUT all my entry was in it!! well ok, there was 1 that wasn't..but I already kinda knew before hand that it wouldn't be in it..

Niweizz!!!let's pics do the talking!

That's the runway..we were kinda far from it..since we didn't wanna go if my stuff weren't in it..What for? right!? Oh~ this is the 1st time that the tickets all sold out! 2000 something! Damn crazy!LOL!

Okie dokie..Now my entries...

• 1st entry-accessory-Angevil
  I made Angevil in jewelry/metalsmithing class..that class was a whole lot of fun!! tho I need to saw, burned, hammered, filed all that metals..but it's all good!! me like that class! LOL! I even made 6 other rings outside class assignments!LOL!

• 2nd entry-Casual wear-Windsy
  I made Windsy in my pattern making2 class. Windsy was inspired by Kimono and that old Chinese men's clothes from tons of old Kungfu movies when I was a kid. Remember??
  

Above was "professionally" taken on judging day, designer can't go.
Later used for a slide show on the fashion show.

Cute, no?! me like..I kinda wish I can wear em..yes, it fits me..but it's kinda thin, for summer..but long sleeve lha! so don't think I'll wear em anytime soon!LOL!

• 3rd entry-Dresses-Fantasia Goddesses *damn!they misspelled it!*
  Fantasia Goddesses was inspired by Greek Goddesses' clothing..and all that braids was inspired by the men's "hairstyle". I'll tell u, being in 2 different yet similar majors really come in handy..IF I'm only in fashion design class..I won't take classes on art history that show some of the inspirations that I used!LOL!
  Fantasia Goddesses was my Senior Line from Senior Studio Design class..AND the deciding "point" whether I can pass the class or not!LOL!

At 1st I like the Peach one..yes..it's not PINK!

But after this runway pics, I like the Purple better..hmmm..sorry it's too small to look at, huh?!LOL! Well anyway..all that strapies were braided! and HAND SEW!! damn! by the time it was done..I swear I don't wanna do braiding no more!!

• 4th entry-Historical/Costume-Asian Rebellion
  Don't be surprise!!!hahhaha..this is a crazy one, but I love it.. that I made in Creative Design class! Also a deciding factor if I would pass the class smoothly or not!I think it's cool!! So, Asian Rebellion was inspired by hmm...between punk and Asian Warior! hence the name!LOL! Why? because it used Asian/Chinese brocade..that's traditional BUT the style!!wew!! let's see if there is Asian guy wear this on the street!!hahhaa...
  

See!cool no!? I was stressing out since I'm afraid there is no Asian models! I was going to force Tam to do it if there was none! But he doesn't wanna! =( Thank goodness there was one! If not, it'll lose it's name "affect" lha. Can u imagine?! ASIAN Rebellion but the model was white/black?!LOL!!

I was kinda pissed when I look at this photo! LOOK AT IT!! They put the straps all on the wrong places!! ok not all but still *go back to the other pic for the rite one*!!urgh!!! I know it's kinda tricky to put on and YES, it's already IN the fashion show! BUT STILL!! Damn! What if I'm a real designer!? *ok, u get what I mean rite? I'm a designer..but not "real" one yet!* Won't I pissed off!?!?!

• Last entry-Evening Wear-Meidiana
  Meidiana, honestly!! it was NOT inspired by the French Maid dress..but I guess..I picked the colors that give that affect!LOL! My main idea was to create that sheer layers inside instead of outside! and the top basically just because I LOVE STRAPPIESss and SEXY BACK! if u haven't notice that by now!LOL! This was from my pattern making 2 class too! I blog about this before..click here... I modeled it before tho!lol! YES2! all my designs fit me! well..the purple and green dress not really but...almost all! and of coz not the guy one too lha!!

I heard from my model that a lot of people including the judges complimented her on it! YEAH! I'm good! I chose her to wear em because I think it would look good on her!PLUS, she was the best model that I ever had, very easy to work w/ and all! she even win the best attitude model! YUP2! I'm good!LOL

I was surprise when I saw this walking on the runway! It's flowy-er than I thought!! damn nice!! I love sheer stuff too!LOL! Look at the back..damn sexy no! I like giving surprise w/ my designs..They prolly look fine from the front but as soon as they turned around! BOOM! SEXIEEH..LOL! The judges love the back too!hahahaha..

OK that's all!! So anyway..guess who went w/ me that day!! who else but my beloved best friend..

TAM of coz!!

I was so glad Tam was there! because after the fashion show, they *as in the fashion show committees* actually want the designers to take back all their stuff!!! I was like!! ok!! that's just so troublesome! to my SURPRISE!!!! THE CLOTHING WERE ALL MESSED UP!!! they're all over the place!! I was like "what the F*CK! R u f*cking kidding me!!" I was so mad!! but Tam actually helped me took care of em when I was busy searching for my other stuff!! gosh! I dunno wat would I do w/out him that day! I was kinda bitchy to the committees too, OK not actually to them but I was "cursing" around..they heard me n kind of looked at me..I DON'T GIVE A DAMN! I mean!! I don't expect u to took care of my stuff...and sure, it's great that before the fashion show u guys took care of them..but at least put them back in their bag or something!! GRR!!

So yeah..thanks to Tam, he remained calm!LOL! Anyway! too be honest tho! I think I expected too much from this fashion show! I thought it would be HELLA exciting and all that..truth is, after..I was kinda disappointed..it's not as "fashion show" as I thought it would be! Well, I guess to be run by students it was ok...but that's all..nothing more.

Anyway...funny story..That day was hella windy and look what I wore!

HAHAHA...My dress flew all over the place..I actually needed to held it while I walked!

The funniest was...we actually went to eat and watched movie *Forbidden Kingdom*, people all looked at us crazy.. well..not when we ate..since there were some people from the fashion show too. BUT...when we went to watch movie, people were staring! Prolly to me more..since I wore none sleeve when it was hella windy! PLUS OF COZ! Who would went to a movie with that kind of dress in this LOVELY city!LOL!! Overdressed alert!LOL!

But, who give a damn!? surely I'm not! I honestly was thinking, "damn,people here never saw a girl wearing dress to a movie, huh?!" LOL! I was mean wasn't I! oh well..who cares?!hahahaha..

Oh~ I actually did I make up!!YES by myself! OK! that "special someone" actually fixed since apparently I didn't put the eyeshadow thick enough..but well..I put on the rest! LOOK!

BUT I put the eyeliner and all!and damn! ain't it hard!!geezz!! took me a long time!LOL!

Ohhhh..that "special some1" also did my hair!! I love it..

OK, it was suppose to be curlier than that..but I like it like this..nice!hihihi

OK THAT'S ALL FOLKS! Hopefully u like my designs...erm..I put my blog to covered my real name..don't wanna unknown people who happened to come across my blog to know my full name lha!hahahaa...

Bisou Bisou!

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Drunk Typing!!-Picz OVERLOAD

No lha!!!I'm not drunk rite now!*lol* and I wasn't drunk either..but I believe I was almost there this last Friday.

Yup, finally..after I said 'no' so many times to Tam who asked me to go to the bar so many times..*lol* I finally give in..well I didn't give in, I actually wanted to go..and he didn't even ask me first. So it was like this.. *ps: Another divirginized moment!from Ames' Bars that is..LOL*

Tam: Hey..what you doing? r u napping?

Na: Nope..did u get my msg?

Tam: I haven't listen to it..what's up?

Na: well..Lisa..not the Chinese Lisa, asked me to go ice skating w/ her. Do u wanna go?

Tam: Ice skating?? Uhh..No. It's so nice outside, why go back to cold place.

Na: Ok..so no then? I'll tell her then..

Tam: Yeah, I pass..hey, wanna go eat?

Na: -_-" I just ate.

Tam: Boo..u no fun!
Na: so what u gonna do?

Tam: I want to go to the bar..

Na: really? what time?
Tam: prolly around 6..

Na: hmm..just drinking rite? no dancing? *I honestly hate dancing in a club..it's so crowded n sweaty lha..like eww...but I'm always up for drinks ONLY!LOL*

Tam: yeah..u wanna go?!? *i think he was surprise lha, but later when I asked if he was..he said 'no' because he said the last time I was going to go w/ him if not dancing*

So yeah..I ended up bar hoping!*LOL*! well, the "trip" there wasn't really smooth..some stuff happened and we ended up went to the park 1st to do some photo shoots!*LOL*

Oh~as you see..that special someone whose name doesn't want to be mention did my make up again.. This time we go w/ blue to "match" Tam's fave shirt *LOL*..tho' at 1st I was afraid it's too thick..but well just see em urself lha..I ended up liking it+Tam said I look HOT!So I trusted him lha..*LOL*

So here are SOME of the photo shoot pics!!cool huh?! u won't believe what we did just to took pictures!!trust me!! N this time, we both were the photographer for each other!LOL!

Holly!!!where is my other foot!?!?o_O

Isn't this pic very artistic?!LOL!

Ok, I know it feels so country w/ the surrounding n my plaid shirt which I n Tam LOVE, btw..but seriously this pose of Tam just took it that way even more!!Don't u think?!LOL!

Aren't we such SUPERMODELS!! N too make it sounds more professional, there are people around, they even passed by us, some even worried too pass by!LOL! BUT, did we stop n shied away from taking pictures?!?! HECK NO!LOL! We r professional supermodel afterall!lol! Too make it even more "attention gather", we were actually STANDING on A BRIDGE!! yeah..the thing that we do for photo shoot!!-_-" LOL!
Ok...those are just a peek! Go to my facebook if you wanna see more..as usual..we have TONS of pictures!!!LOL!



Then..we finally went to the bar..the 1st one is Mickey's..the door guy *I don't wanna say bouncer because he doesn't look like one lha..* kept checking me n then my ID..lol! didn't believe I'm 22 or something!!-_-" I know!..I'm hella cute for 22 lha..lol..

1st drink..free! Corona, I think?!

2nd one SGT Pepper's..new bar, we don't really like it tho..

Lemon shot..it tasted like cough medicine!-_-"

Midori sour?!?!more like lemon juice!-_-"

3rd one...back to Mickey's!!LOL!Well because we suppose to meet Tam's coworker..so yeah..her name is Casey *dunno if I spell em rite tho* Funny thing, Tam told her to just call me Nana..LOL..

Cranberry Vodka..very light on Vodka that is!

Here is Casey!

Yay!it's gone!LOL!

*Nope..still not numb*

4th one..Cafe Beaudelaire..They have some strong drinks! I think after this one I was buzzed already..no not drunk..buzzed..from my dictionary @Tam it means like when you feel a bit "numb" already then u know u r..N I was..My cell dropped from my hand just like that!Damn! The thing was I actually knew that I'm "there" and I thought about it in my mind..like "damn, I'm there..no more drink for me!" so I guess u can say I was sober BUT the alkie already got through my system..LOL!

Before n after picz!
Look how huge the drink is!!! Long Beach..4 alkies in 1 lha

Lol! just look at me!

Met some new peepz (well they r Tam's friend aka girl in pink's friends)..I don't think half of them even remember us lha..LOL!

Let's end this part w/ my disgusted face when Tam "kissed" me!LOL!

So anyway, Tam's kinda worried I guess..he told me to put my hand around him n likewise..n he told Casey too!hahahaha..Oh yeah..so after that...we went to the 5th one..Welch Avenue Station..to met Tam's other coworker who is also my classmate..wonder if she was surprise w/ how I looked "outside" class+buzzed!*LOL*

Well in this one..A VERY FUNNY INCIDENT happened!! I broke my glass of Mango Daiquiri!!told u my hand was numb already!n no..I didn't drop it..I was drinking then putting it on the table n it just broke! It's still standing and all..u know that wine glass type..half of em "vertically" just broke apart!! o_O LOL!! No pictures tho..the battery run out..

Here is the before..too bad! I loved it! has whipped cream somemore!yumm..lol!

After that..we (only me n Tam) went to grab gyros..yumm..hahaha.. Then we went home..Tam drove..he's still fine..a bit buzzed but it's cool. And well when I was home..I went directly to bed!NO!!I'm kidding! I was sober enough to change and all lha! I even put my necklace n bracelet back to the box. Tho..after I think about it.. I dun remember how did I take it off!LOL!

Anyway..what's annoying is that...the next day I found out I've the ASIAN FLUSH!DAMN! The weird thing is..people usually have it on their faces..but NOPE! NOT ME! It's all over my bodz! This was when I said! f*ck! ok next time just 3 drinks, Na!-_-" n then of coz I told Tam to remind me later on!LOL!!



Ok..for some of you that might worrying about me...think that I'm changed or watever! truth is I'm not! n u don't have to worry! n DON'T need to think that Tam is a bad influence for me, coz he is NOT!! I was the one that wanted to go! not coz of him! if it's coz of him, I prolly would go a long time ago, the 1st time he asked me..but I didn't go, did I!? PLUS!! I did drink before this..maybe not at the bars n no picz of it..but yeah..I did..at home! PLUS it's not like I'm going to the bar every weekend and get wasted..so yeah!

I'm greatful if you are worried about me..it means you are a good friend tho it means you still don't know me very well, coz if u do, you'll know that I'm a stubborn girl that strong enough too say NO and not let other people influenced me *well, isn't that new..using stubborness as positive!LOL!*
BUT! If after I tried to make you understand, you still don't get it and mind about it..then..here comes one of my fave quotes..Those who mind don't matter, those who matter don't mind...so PEACE OUT!

Anyway...me sleepy now!!damn! only 10pm!! well..prolly just gonna review Chinese..so yeah..

Bisou Bisou!



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